Happy Birthday

Even strong people go through crisis's and fail badly at holding they're water, it doesn't make you less strong, more fallible maybe but it's good to remember that we are only men and as such prone to a less then perfect track records.
Days come, days like the 25th of February..days where even if theres no future for for you and those you care about, you feel like just letting them know will change something.
I think it's important to let people know that, people need to feel loved, and even if they can't reciprocate a part of them feels safe in that knowledge that someone holds them.

You could be married, in a long term relationship, or even just starting out ..and no matter how much you care about your lover there will always be those others that you either have loved or knew you could have if you'd have let yourself go.
Those people stick with you..put up they're little motels on the monopoly of your life and make you pay when you pass.
It's not mean, and most likely they don't realize if they cause you pain.
You willingly give them that plot of ground cause you like the way they feel there.
Of course every time you love is different, and it doesn't diminish your love, it's just other sides of it, other parts of you that love other people.
I'm a firm believer in "God is Fair and Life is Good" not visa versa.
Life and love shouldn't be about fair, it should be about what you can carry so your loved ones don't need to have a heavy load.

I love you, and though we're not us, your safe with me