I couldn't sleep last night
I reflected on the "lack" of love
and words I'd never hear again
when you tell me these things you expect me to feel nothing
logically I shouldn't, but I do.
is it selfishness, is it jealousy, am I trying to hang on to the fragile umbilical cord of affection ..your gift, a gift to give me life.
Do I die now, or do I breath?
you ask me to forgive you for loving me selfishly, I am still guilty of it.
since I can't explain it, I will put it under selfishness.
but something I can never know
If I am just jealous, why can't I open my hand and let you fly?
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